Buenos Aires Reflections

What did I learn tonight (first class, Buenos Aires Argentina)?

26 participants, almost too much. Maybe 23 better max. or 20…

That natural, neutral, and normal are all distinctions worth questioning their meaning and significance on the stage. What is it to be empty absent negative potential?

I think neutral includes more positive energy but not too much – a kind of courage, determination, present, open searching.

Walking yes point clarification: r heel l wrist r elbow, l heel r writst l elbow… keep flowing! Determined but relaxed.

Me personally: relax my shoulders and liberate my neck,

Plug spoke to me: energize yourself here. In Argentina, in butoh work. Latter esp. and in this context especially. In L.A. I said I am looking for my butoh and how it can help the world. Here I said I am looking for the health of our continents (N. and S. Americas, via butoh chakra connection weaving.)

I also learned the power of the vertical alignment, the beauty of the graceful feet, the difference of the atmosphere quality of natural, the loveliness of harmonious movement, how important it is to be connected to the earth and the zenith and your CENTER. And how Argentinian people can grow very quickly- they are raw, refined, young but deeply rooted and ready to grow quickly. They are the potential springboard of democracy, viewing each other with discernment, but acceptance that almost visibly grows out of itself multiple times during one class.

Tomorrow- more walking, and wind.

We stretched each other, carried each other, stretched, explored softness witnessing and commenting on 3 people and then in pairs on each other. Line dance natural walk to soft to faster to slow neutral…

Anyway, anthopologie and Andrea, Sophia… los otros los estudiantes de Guillermo, Lemu, otres yo soy preparer at apprendire espanol and also to make my best work – space eater….

Last moments in Buenos Aires. On the plane in wide and comfortable seat next to Kan. Completo

Anyway, thoughts as they come… there are so many. Lemu I so deeply appreciate and Nora and Miur yes Miur. Of Course Nube tambien, mas esta interessante que a premiero du voyage gusto solamente el mas no gusta el a hora… There is love but some resistance the fighting spirit the abruptness, the apparent lack of evolution, respect… but it is all relative. So many people are so much more generally conscious I find in Latin America… about democracy, about ancient cultures, about how to be with people, time, space. How to absorb, keep siga siga… but that is Greece connection but different – Argentinians are fighters. The government now is splitting up the monopolies of the medias, making it necessary to support, allow independent media in each country to be there. No hiding etc like in U.S. Government is finally separate from the media. Also they have had two female presidents, Evita and the one they have now - ??

The first became in love with Peron the president and then they got married and then he died and then she became the president and made the woman have the vote. Around 1940 –45. Evita was an actress before she was a President and she was always interested in Social Justice. (By the way, Jim in the coffee shop told me about the social doctrine of Christianity…)

I also learned a lot about revolutions. Argentine people have been through very very challenging tiempos. Muchos dictators… This year, 2010, was their bicentennial (9^th of July) when they got their independence from Spain. I was very impressed by the reality of the improvisers, especially Rajsid and Hugo when Kan said, No more patience. They went there deeply. Nube reads very well. I loved his mom. I was very impressed by the virgins in her home. I needed the Christianity. I feel I am a sister of a virgin mother. I saw

Miracle worker miracle worker your mind is a vessel for peace. The time is now the time is now. Miracle worker moto. We have to work it out all the ignorance and stupidity. We are more, humanity. We are one of the world globe. We are not better but one. Everyone is perfect and unique. There is no one just like you. Just like everyone else. We share the same desire for a perfect love. Love must bring us up. We fight and we fight because we’re really scared. But sacrifice wins the way. Pray for tomorrow, pray for today. Live your dreams and dream your life. Matrix of existence in the day we live and Life alone is All in all. The rest is illusion. Matter is a practice. Matter and spirit are one. But the key is Spirit and we must persist. Revenge never wins. Only speak when the words may help. Resist the temptation to cry. When someone hurts you learn to love them. Thank them for the fight. There is no other way to rise to the peak of your humanity than to learn to love in every breath. To learn to act from this. In the garbage you have found your fight; you do not need to worry. Let your mind become clear and learn to find peace. Learn to live in harmony. Listen to the joker open up the secrets every moment there is Voice . Through you comes the vessel of soul. Learn to live for right. What can I do? What can I do? Be courage be free be clear. Be harmony; be rebellion be noble and right. Learn to live in peace. First we learn to survive then we learn to communicate then we learn how not to fight. The artsists need the way to live their work live it every day. There’s a lot to be done, so very much. The fastest way out of the hurry is through art, ever so much more than politics. But we must do the work We must have patience We must learn to wake up. Every life is precious.. See their charkas A refection of your health in all… Be prepared to die Be responsible Be ready to put up the fight. The only person you must answer to is your God. Listen for the right. Every moment you must watch.

Brillia, Porto Alegro. Rio de Janeiro Rio Branca. Culaba La Paz. Equiz Equador there’s a lot of studying a lot to set right. Set your mind right and you can win Set your body straight with discipline. 120 sit ups per day. Strength and stretching training. New rhythms, work with others. ABC. Natural walk Mudra practice. 1 millimeter per second. Clear the mind. Breath like the sunset and sunrise. 1 step 20 seconds 1 breath 20 seconds, 23 is possible, feel each moment don’t skip it. Education. Art. Start with prayer. Relax and enjoy each other. Joy in service. Organzize. Keep clear. Remember the ancestors. Learn about them the old ones and the ones more near Grandfather Reese Grandmother Reese. GrandfatherHomer and Grandmother Yi… the generation before… the missionary work… how did they get to Arizona and Texas what were they looking for ?

Apply for your grants Anthropology the continents Spell out your dream Balance the energy through art. Massive movement shift in education. Energy toward art, out of business into progress. Meditiation education on unifying and acceptance learning to study spirit, how to love each other, ourselves. Be honest to what we forget because it is not stored in the daily life habit mind… Comfort numbs us. Give up what you do not need. Realize you are one. Be fresh. Listen. Be in tune with the silence, what motivates

I told Emilio my personal dream is to dance with masses, see and communicate to them clearly their perfection, God’s perfection and send massive waves of healing… I do not want to be a rock star. I just want to dance the most beyond beautiful dance, be effective, change the world a divinely natural way. I wish to see the chakra points clearly all around the world, to make the work of connection, clarification. Escuchar Claridad Direction. I learn a lot. I can teach too. I want to do regular work – picking up trash, leaning to cook, making an immaculate house, holding myself with dignity. Demonstrating dominion over matter, error, ignorance. Holding my place of light.

No longer bound to one place. I officially declare my new seed self as a true world citizen. As such I have great responsibility to maintain awareness, to serve my local community, to make sacrifices, to take care of myself so that I may take care of others. Illusions of want, need, unworthiness, guilt, shame, non direction are no longer part of my consciousness. I declare myself free and commited to the responsible ever-expansion of this. Listening deeply. ‘Empty like the Zen Garden that moves you. Moved by the force of nature.

The work begins in Argentina. Latin America. I need to learn Spanish and Website development. I need to build up my workshop materials and plan. I need a business plan. I need to get money. Azucar Acida. Unify forces. Hold my place. Become a warrior of the mind. I am not lulled by stupefying illusions. I am conscious, confident, enabling, good, innocent, intelligent, soulful, deep, important, wise, wonderful, beautiful, pure, free, blessed, blessing. I seek the highest blessing – to bless others. Giving, I receive. Receiving, I give. And when I am lost, there is always a way back Rio Branco. Andes. Lima. Uruguay. Eastern Europe. Spain. Seattle, Beijing, Tibet, Indonesia.

There is an exact, precise, beautiful plan for me. I am spirit. Sister of saints. Human and crying for humanity . I am ironic and funny, fun and deep. I can raise consciousness. I know how to communicate and when . I am blessed with an amazing inner clock. I am good. My family loves me and I love them . I will learn where I come from Durango with new eyes Practice and make peace with my birth with my life with my mission with my father and my brother. I need not hide. I need practice. I need share. I will not go to the countryside, unless that is where I am led≥. I long only to do what I am led to do.

I pay atenthiont o where I am flat. Rasjid the Uruguay prison project. Rehabilitating prisoners – mothers and their children, new ways to be … not listening to the old ways, shedding them for only right ways have a place. The world is watched over by Pacha Mama.

Study.

Study.